I'm Just Going to Starve Myself
Seriously!? What is wrong with me?!? I really thought I did pretty well this week! (Other than the night at work when someone brought cheese sticks from a pizza place. Don't they know I'm dieting? What's wrong with them?!?) I GAINED 2 pounds! What the crap?!
Am I still making up from being sick?
Doubtful.
Do I need to find the time to get to the Y more regularly?
Certainly.
Do I really plan to starve myself?
Probably not. But I'm highly considering it. Especially tomorrow when I'm supposed to go to a dinner theater with my church. I may just not eat anything the rest of the day, so I can enjoy the food there guilt-free.
My plan of attack:
Try to get to the Y at least 3 times in the next week (*eye roll*).
Be more serious in point-counting.
Watch my water intake. (I've been drinking too much pop, I think. Even if it is diet pop, I think I need more water)
In other news, I threw my back out yesterday. I was in the shower, and went to put my leg up on the side of the tub to shave my legs, and all of a sudden my back just started killing me! Needless to say, I didn't shave my legs. I walked around for awhile whimpering and panting. I called Nick and he volunteered to take Ash to his eye doctor appointment, which is great. (That man is better to me than I deserve, I promise you!) Anyhoo, after ibuprofen, icy hot and a nap it wasn't as bad. Just sore. It's sore still today, so I'm going to baby it some more today.
I started my provera yesterday. I'd appreciate prayers that my body will cooperate and be on either CD 1, 2 or 3 on the 1st. Thanks.
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Are you on Metformin/Glucophage? If not, and you're PCOS you may want to ask the RE about it. I have this same issue with being able to lose well for a few weeks, then my body stabilizes and tries to get back to its "norm." But the Met really helped with that (you know, when I wasn't depression eating myself to death...).
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