Thursday, March 18, 2010

I'm Just Going to Starve Myself

Seriously!?  What is wrong with me?!?  I really thought I did pretty well this week! (Other than the night at work when someone brought cheese sticks from a pizza place.  Don't they know I'm dieting?  What's wrong with them?!?)  I GAINED 2 pounds!  What the crap?! 

Am I still making up from being sick?

Doubtful. 

Do I need to find the time to get to the Y more regularly? 

Certainly. 

Do I really plan to starve myself?

Probably not.  But I'm highly considering it.  Especially tomorrow when I'm supposed to go to a dinner theater with my church.  I may just not eat anything the rest of the day, so I can enjoy the food there guilt-free. 

My plan of attack:

Try to get to the Y at least 3 times in the next week (*eye roll*).
Be more serious in point-counting.
Watch my water intake. (I've been drinking too much pop, I think.  Even if it is diet pop, I think I need more water)

In other news, I threw my back out yesterday.  I was in the shower, and went to put my leg up on the side of the tub to shave my legs, and all of a sudden my back just started killing me!  Needless to say, I didn't shave my legs.  I walked around for awhile whimpering and panting.  I called Nick and he volunteered to take Ash to his eye doctor appointment, which is great.  (That man is better to me than I deserve, I promise you!)  Anyhoo, after ibuprofen, icy hot and a nap it wasn't as bad.  Just sore.  It's sore still today, so I'm going to baby it some more today.

I started my provera yesterday.  I'd appreciate prayers that my body will cooperate and be on either CD 1, 2 or 3 on the 1st.  Thanks.

1 comments:

lifefamilysanity March 24, 2010 at 12:41 PM  

Are you on Metformin/Glucophage? If not, and you're PCOS you may want to ask the RE about it. I have this same issue with being able to lose well for a few weeks, then my body stabilizes and tries to get back to its "norm." But the Met really helped with that (you know, when I wasn't depression eating myself to death...).